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March 18, 2013

End of a green era

... yes Cord is no longer green ... WHY you ask? Well here is the reason...

First I need to tell those who did not know why I was green I guess ;=) ... Well me and my former bf once went to the musical "Wicked - The Witches of Oz". While we were watching it my bf suddenly looked at me and said "Hey, Elphaba (the green witch) - that is you!" - and he was right.
Her natur, her love for animals, her stubbornness, her love for freedom - yes, that indeed was - and is - me. When he said that I was THAT happy. And thought - THIS is the guy who really can see - and accept - who I am. So back in SL I searched for a green skin and I was green now for almost two years.

But things change ... and my bf just was not the guy I thought he was. In the end I had to face the fact that he does NOT know me at all, that he does not even care who I am, never did and never will nor wants to. That was the reason why I ended the relationship ... sad, oh yes, but - well, that´s just life ;=)

The end of the relationship was weeks ago and I still feel happy and free and just know it was the only thing I could do - and it was the right way. So it was time for a change ... and also I really was sick and tiered of this green ;=)

So Cord got a new avi and I guess this blog will soon get a new "outfit" too.

I am still the same person I ever was and will ever be - even if it does not fit for others - but I know - I am who I am and I like who I am so to all of you out there you think you can change persons or buy them with presents .... THAT JUST DOES NOT WORK! ;=)

Cord is still Cord and I promise I will stay Cord ... to all of you out there who like who I am ... and I got SOME proofs in the last time that this is a fact too ;=))))

So stay tuned!!

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